News News News...Past BenPark Studios Couples This Affects You!

Okay guys! I'm on vacation right now with the hubs. So I'm going to keep this super short and simple!


For the past 6 months I have been putting in work! I'm going through a major, MAJOR re-brand.

New website, new name, new business model, oh my! 

There are so many great things I want to give my couples. I want to give them an experience they will never forget!


Now my past brides and grooms ...

unfortunately this means you will not be able to access your images for prints or high-resolution digital collection with a print release anymore! However, if you still want them, give me a call and we can work something out! My number hasn't changed but my website is no longer available.

Okay guys I need to get back to enjoying my vacation/make up honeymoon!

But one more thing...My relaunch won't take place until Mid-January, so be on the lookout for it!

I've posted these images on Facebook already but gosh I love them soooo much! Here's another recap from the fiesta styled shoot I was able to be apart of!

Cory & Brionna Married!

Corey & Brionna Married!

Can I just say, Corey and Brionna's wedding was most certainly #FasionablyFields! Every detail was well thought out! 

And please don't get me started on that bouquet! The most beautiful and sentimental piece I have ever seen! Broaches and pendants perfectly placed to commemorate the memory of her mother and grandmother. And what better place than to have them close to her heart as she walked down that aisle. 

Take a look at their wedding highlights! 

You shouldn't get married if you don't know this...

Hey guys! So...life happened and then BOOM!

I stopped posting and I had to postpone my preparation for marriage series.

BUT 

I wanted to attempt...to get back in the swing of things. 

So let's get straight to the point shall we? 

You clicked the link because you wanted to know if you should get married right? Or maybe you clicked because you're single and wanted to know this information for future reference. Whatever the case may be this is something you really want to know in order to be ready for marriage.

Are you ready for this?? It's so profound...

Know who you are and your purpose, and be content and love who you were created to be.

In celebration of Valentine's day, I did a semi-styled shoot with my friend Treneka who in my opinion has truly figured this out. She realizes how much God loves her, and she go into each day with that realization in mind. She's an amazing photographer, friend, and all around person. She always seems to have a smile to her face (even after her car caught on fire!) I absolutely love her! She encourages me every time we get together and this is why I chose to do this shoot with her. 

She is single, happy, loves herself because she is well loved by Jesus. 

Here are some of the images we took

How do you get to the point of knowing yourself?

Well for some people it takes a while.

But I know for me, questioning the purpose of life in general led me to God and getting to know Him...and I mean really know him. Who He is, His heart for me, his plan for me, and His thoughts towards me. Learning those things ultimately caused me to want to live out my life for Him because of His love for me. It's a peace and a joy that I'm still learning and trying to grasp everyday.

So far, I know that I'm a photographer and that I am meant to use my talent to bring glory to God and lead others to Him. And day by day, the more I read His word and listen to Him, I find new ways I can accomplish those goals.

I hope this helps, even just a little, and that you guys enjoyed your Valentine's day.

I know I did because I got to spend it with my two men. God Bless!

Corey and Brionna's Engagment

First things, first! I want to introduce to you all a new series that the hubby and I are starting next week!

So for all my brides and grooms to be (or married couples) you absolutely, positively want to stay tuned and check back next Tuesday, because it's something you'll need in order to make for a great marriage!

Much like people preparing for thanksgiving, or any other holiday for that matter, we thought we'd talk about "how to prepare for marriage."

Marriage is no joke guys, and you have to make sure you know what you're getting into!

We are going to get into things like

1. How to communicate with your spouse (or soon to be spouse)
2. How to budget and become debt free
3. How to properly love you spouse.

So be on the look out and come back next Tuesday for Part of of the series "How to communicate with your Spouse"

But for now enjoy the reveal of Brionna and Corey's downtown and shopping themed engagement session!!

So here they are!

Corey + Brionna

*exhale*
(from all the excitement)

I simply canNOT...wait to capture their wedding, because it's going to be total fire! (for those of you who don't know what that means, it means fierce, amazing, completely, utterly, and fashionably...on point)

See you all next Tuesday!

Falling In Love This Fall Season (Part 3)

Happy Wednesday Everyone!

It's been a crazy couple of weeks. From a wedding, to my birthday, to my grandpa passing away. So it's been tough and I haven't had the chance to sit down, write, and post yesterday. But I'm here now!
I love and enjoy every opportunity I get, to capture and tell the story of love from each darling new couple I meet. They are all so unique and sometimes the stories are surprising, but always filled with love. So today, I thought we would wrap up our "Falling in Love in the Fall Season" series with our love story. (Read Part 1 and Part 2 of the series.)

It's a story of how a Trini (Uriah) and an American (me) from two different parts of the world, found each other and fell in love...

photo credit: Jessica Crews Photography

This is my side of the story...

We both ended up at Liberty University (LU). Uriah had other options, but circumstances along with a dream caused him to choose LU. Whereas for me, my only other option didn't tell me how much financial aid I would receive until after I made the decision to go to Liberty. Needless to say, it was definitely a God thing, that brought us both to the same place. Keep on reading and you'll have no choice but to agree with me.

So it's October 2009, our freshman year, and there we were, sitting on one of LU's transits. It was night, and we both were headed back to our dorms. Nearing my bus stop, we were the only two left and I really didn't want to talk to him, which is why I tried to sit as far away from him, without seeming rude. And what did he do?

He talked to me...

But he was nice...I just didn't understand a word he was saying. He introduced himself and we talked a little, and kept talking since his dorm was on the way to mine.

After our first encounter, for a while, our interactions were completely random. Even more to the point, we didn't have any classes together, he was on the soccer team, I was on a step team. He was a sports management major, I was graphic design. Our circle of friends were nowhere near the same, and neither were our schedules. Yet somehow, time and time again, we kept bumping into each other.

There was this one night a few professors had a joint extra credit, and guess who showed up? Uriah...As I saw him walking in my direction, I found myself quite smitten. So I asked him to sit next to me, which thankfully he did! I honestly can't tell you what the extra credit was about, but I do remember thinking about how fine this boy was...

After that night we started intentionally hanging out. And even though I just wanted to be friends because of everything I went through in my past, my feelings for him kept growing.

It wasn't until summer break of 2010, I took him to the airport. He was heading back home to Trinidad, and before he left to go to his gate he took my hand and we prayed together. That's when I knew...this man is for me.

We Skyped everyday he was gone. And on August 13, when he came back he asked me to officially be his girlfriend. And we've been together ever since. Growing more in more in love with one another as the years go by.

I remember before I went to college I wrote out everything I wanted in a man, he has every single characteristic that is on that list.

He is so sweet, honest, thoughtful, caring, and he actually listens to me. The list goes on, but the most important thing is that he is truly a man after God's own heart. He uplifts and encourages me to be the woman God created me to be. I could not ask for a better man. And I get to spend the rest of my life falling deeper and deeper in love with him.

Here is Uriah's Side...

My love for Pamela, my beautiful bride, was confirmed just a few years ago while we were still dating. It all started when I thought I made the biggest mistake in our relationship....

I kissed another girl...on the lips...

I was so angry with myself; infuriated and devastated because I allowed myself to give into temptation. I remember thinking, “how could I do such a thing when she’s been so faithful and loving towards me?” I broke her trust and I knew our relationship would never be the same again. I wished and wished that I could undo that kiss so I wouldn't have to break Pamela's heart. But it was too late…

Soon after it happened,  I found myself waking up from that really, extremely, horrible dream! You thought it actually happened, didn't you? Well so did I. It felt so real.

Needless to say, I was extremely happy that it wasn't! But the pain, regret, and sense of remorse all felt so real! And so it hit me, I am genuinely in love with Pamela. That dream made me realized three valuable truths.

One, I got to see a vivid picture of how much I really cared about Pamela and how important her feelings were to me.

Two, I learnt that I have a very special woman who deserves the best of me and whose love I never want to lose.

Three, and most importantly, what stood out to me was that even though, in the dream, she never found out (it didn't reach that far) I knew I wronged her and that I needed to repent.

I realized, through this dream, that I desired to be a faithful man of God in this relationship despite the ever present temptations of this world. Pamela is worth the delayed gratification. She is a beautiful and loving woman whom I adore, she is a princess in God’s eyes and she deserves all the kindness, compassion and love I can give. That's why I never second guessed my decision to marry her on May 4, 2013. I am so thankful to have such a beautiful wife who is also my best friend.

photo credit: Jessica Crews Photography

Enjoy a few more photos of us when we were dating in college :)

Falling in Love This Fall Season (Part 2)

Happy Tuesday Everyone!

A little something to make ya smile. Photo Credit: The hubby

Last week my handsome husband graciously wrote about how he found God's love through his trial.  

And so today, it's my turn! But first, in order for me to tell you guys my "falling in love with Jesus" story, you first need to know the back story. I must to warn you...I'm being very transparent in hopes to help heal and/or encourage anyone who is hurting. So please bare with me!

My story begins back in high school...

I was in a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad relationship that was sucking the life out of me. but at the same time, I was addicted to it. I kept finding excuse after excuse to stay, when something (which I now know was God) was telling me to leave. 

Unfortunately, I didn't listen right away. And before I managed to leave, I ended up having two abortions. As a result, my heart started turning cold and numb. I was broken, depressed, and occasionally had suicidal thoughts. I felt completely alone and to make matters worse, because of everything, my relationship with my dad was damaged (and I am definitely a daddy's girl).

Contrary to what people might think, I never really grew up with a solid knowledge of God...

In fact, there were times I questioned His existence. It wasn't until college that I learned all about His undying love for me. I ended up going to Liberty University, which was the last place I wanted to be but the only choice I had. It was there I found a group of people who, through God, changed my life forever. They prayed for me, they taught me about The Word, and helped me see God for who He is; igniting a love that I never knew before. A love that healed me from my past (it wasn't instantaneous, but healing of my heart and mind happened!)

It was from there I decided to fully give my life to Jesus. Allowing Him to guide me through this life and letting Him love me the way He says He does. And in turn I do my best to love Him back (though it's no where near the same) by reading and listening to His word, and being obedient to what He asks of me. 

It's THE most special and important relationship I could ever have.

He loves me more than I could ever comprehend!

He's so kind, honest, trustworthy, faithful, and His grace towards me is never ending—even during the times where I've made mistakes and forgotten about Him— And I have all of eternity to continue getting to know Him and having my love for Him grow! 

Just like any relationship, it's not always easy.

I've gone through many dry seasons where my relationship with God was stagnant, and I couldn't feel or hear him. However, the big difference is that God never goes away or gives up on me. He and His love stays exactly the same. I'm the one who stops listening, and stops paying attention. It really is an "it's me, not you" kind of thing, because it really is me.

Having a relationship with God is both simple and complex.

Because He is sooo big, it's impossible to grasp all that He is. But one thing's for sure, that there is no one like Him and falling in love with Him is the best decision I ever made. He's where true healing, love, peace and satisfaction lies.

So here I am, 6 years later...

with a wonderful husband and super sweet 7 month old son, who both bring joy to my heart. AND a completely mended relationship with my papa bear! 

I was hurt by my past, but through the hurt and pain I found a love that I never knew was possible. And I know you can too, but only if you let Jesus into your heart.

Falling in Love this Fall Season (Part 1)

As promised here is my fantastic wonderful husband here to share his love story about falling in love (again) with God. So with out further ado I introduce to you Uriah D. Bentick!

*applause*

Gosh he is just so handsome!

I’ve heard it been said a number of times, I’ve sung it at Church, I’ve read it in the Bible over and over again. God loves you. But this time that truth registered much deeper than surface level; I received it in my heart rather than my mind. God loves me! I can’t necessarily put it into words, but I know early that morning He reminded me of His unfailing love at one my lowest moments in my career.

As a professional athlete, one of the most challenging times in life is when you suffer a serious injury that prevents you from practicing, traveling with the team and hardest of all, playing in competitive games.

Well, that was exactly the time God chose to reveal this truth to me like never before. My very first game with my new team, came to an abrupt halt, I was only on the field for about 12 minutes when I injured my left ankle. The next few days I could not even walk without limping, my ankle was swollen, I would miss the away game in Texas, I had to watch practice from the sideline and I  learnt that this type of sprain usually took around 6 weeks to fully heal (that may not seem very long, but for an athlete, any time spent away from playing the sport you love is too long, especially when making up for lost time by getting back in shape).

Hearing that caused me to spiral into a borderline depression, that affected not only myself but my marriage. But one day, in the midst of one of my “moods” God spoke to me, words that changed my life forever...

“You have to believe that I love you.”

For the first time in my life it clicked, and I began to truly know and experience God’s love for me with a sense of peace, hope and joy. God, the Creator of the universe LOVES ME. He loves me unconditionally, He loves me when I am consume with things of this world, He loves me when I make mistakes, His love for me is always present and real.

For this and many other reasons, I have decided to love God with all that I have; my heart, my soul, my mind and my strength.

We love because he first loved us -- 1 John 4:19

So this Fall season I dare you to intentionally fall in love with God with more than just your words. But in a truly, intimate way;

1. Love Him with all your heart
2. Let Him be the main focus of your life
3. Continue to love your spouse or spouse to be as an extension of His unfailing and unconditional love.